Get Attached

Say 'I love you' more often. It feels good. Really good. Happy Valentine's Day 2012!

Happy Holidays!

Wishing everyone a very amazing new year's holiday! Going to have my vacation abroad and will share you stories about it when I got back.

I'll see you next year!

xxo

The BIRTHDANCE Wishlist

Ok, since my birthday is coming up within several weeks, as usual, I'm going to post my birthday wishlist here. It's one of my favorite posts during every year! :-)

iPod Touch

Dr. Martens

The red half-calf like Daisy Lowe wears, I'm size 38 ;)

Kardashian Konfidential

Influence

by Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen

Stripteese

by Dita Von Teese

Burlesque: The Art of Teese

by Dita Von Teese

The

Game of Life

Board Game

...or any other exciting board games! I'm a board game freak.

And this super cute owl cake (don't feel like making my own birthday cake)

LIP DUB

Kalo menurut Wikipedia, lip dub itu merupakan video kombinasi dari lip sync dan audio dubbing untuk membuat video musik. Beberapa bulan lalu sempet nemu video lip dub yg dibikin sama adik-adik kelas di SMA.

Lalu nemu lip dub yang keren bgt di YouTube:

Inspired much? :)

Gigi Art of Dance at Binus BSD Bynamic Fest

Mau sharing aja, ini baru nemu video dance waktu di acara Bynamic Fest 2011 kemarin. Maaf kalo qualitynya ngga bagus, but do please enjoy :-)

BYNAMIC FEST 2011: Citra Cita Cinta

Tolong jangan marahin saya! Sekian lama ngga posting saya mau ngiklan bentar. Hehehe.

Saya itu salut banget lho sama anak-anak muda jaman sekarang, terutama yang umurnya masih jauh di bawah saya. Kenapa ya mereka bisa kritis dan kreatif banget? Kenapa waktu dulu saya ngga kayak gitu?

Anyways, saya mau bantu promosiin acara sekolahnya adek saya.

Untuk lengkapnya, bisa coba klik ini, atau follow Twitternya di @BynamicFest. Super takjub karena mereka mengangkat tema Indonesia untuk acar ini.

Oke, apa keuntungan saya gembar-gembor soal ini? Well, saya mau ngajak kalian semua dateng kesana karena saya juga ikutan perform. Ya ya ya, saya akan menari lg. Walau umur sudah masuk angka dua, jiwa harus tetap muda dong! Pada dateng ya, siapa tau kecantol sama berondong-berondong unyu.

Undelivered Message

These are the things that I forgot to mention to you yesterday:

The reason why I was so afraid to let you go and was holding on for so long is because of the things you said to me when we were still together and when you were breaking-up with me, I assume that you know what those are.

But then I learned that letting go is like piercing my tongue, it only takes a blink of an eye but I need to have a lot of courage to do so. And after I (finally) completely let you go, I decided to close my heart, maybe for a while, maybe for ever. I never wanted to go back, I couldn't stand the pain if I had to do it all over again.

I know that I will never love anyone as much as I loved you before, that's why I'm not looking for any relationships right now. I'm not going to give away my heart if it only ended in the trash can.

When I saw you yesterday all happy and smiling, I was quite amazed that I didn't feel any heartbreak anymore. I guess I've lost my heart a little after all those pain and crying. It actually matters to me that you're happy, even without me, even sometimes I wanted to still be the reason for your happiness.

I can't promise you that we are going to be BFFs one day; we were never just friends. And I just know that two people who used to be madly in love with each other will never be just friends.

However, I couldn't thank you enough to be the person who had the ability to make me settle down for quite a time and the one who support all my passions.

I couldn't thank you enough for ruining my life, ripping my heart, and taking away all my hopes and dreams. The pain is worth it, and I never regret loving you.

I have missed you in forever ways, but I assumed that you never missed me back, so I guess I stopped missing you as well. I don't know if the future will have a place for us, or if my heart still wanted to be.

I love you. And always will. But for now, I'm going to close my heart and guard it wisely.

You loved me because I'm weird and insane, I loved you because you didn't want me in any other way.